Life

So I just sat frozen, lost in my thoughts, just looking up to the sky seeing the blue and bright clouds, moving and being replaced by the dark and gloomy clouds, wow!!  It's night already I said to myself. 

I've always thought I was the lynchpin for everything and everyone around me, I thought everything was certain, I was secured and there was security in all that I have or was given.... 

But I got to realize that, nothing is a given, love, hate, joy, bitterness, friends, family absolutely nothing is for sure not even life itself;

sometimes I wonder, what is the meaning of life, you've got big dreams, big visions, realistic goals to pursue, you live today and tomorrow you die, go to bed hale and hearty and when the dawn breaks, you can't wake up, 

I find it hard to comprehend and I just wonder, love they say is a must and friendship a choice, but you've got more people who hate you as oppose to those who love you, in fact Some friends are like the Autumn; every year the be leaving dropping like leaves falling off a tree. 

People you think you can bank on when all goes sore, turn out to be the thorn in your flesh and then you realize everything is just a mirage, 

Whatever you want, you work for it, you work towards it, life may not always give you what you want, but if you work hard and stay diligent you can get what you want, it's a process that cannot be skipped. 

Look inward you've got all it takes to get the best out of life, the creator has given us his  creations (creature) all that we need,  there's a manual and script we all have to follow,he's done his part are you willing to do yours???