LOST

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• Me being Romeo and she being my Juliet, I've always seen us like that or more like jack and Jill, our love would never grow old it was an everlasting ike or so I thought; we've been dating like calendar even more than I can even remember  we were meant to be, we started from childhood  we grew up together. 
• High school took us away from each other, it was like we were at different corners of the world, It’s not how any of us had envisioned a 5-year reunion wait to come to an end, but no one, even the ‘null and voiders’ can discredit the remarkable feats of ours to keep tabs, despite how it seemed. 
• I had a text ready to go. Two, in fact. Two texts I was going to send when we finally get the chance to reunite; one immediately after it happened and another on the morning of the next day after we must have had an amazing date on the prior day, just before I made my way to wherever it is I'd like to go  on what was set to be a beautiful day in more ways than one.
• Sun out, my Juliet smiling, and my mates and I partying in my desired location. The day of all days, the day we’d been anticipating for weeks, months… years.
• Then it happened – turned down. No more going out and no more dates. Like a wave crashing onto the rocks, I saw it coming but had no idea just how much it would sweep away. On the most serious and significant level,chances have been lost. Others go on but in difficult circumstances, and while it’s been only a few months it feels like forever. Time drifting away yet also seeming to be on constant pause.
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• It’s shit, and even if am doing ok – healthy, housed and still in work – we all have things to mourn. For me and my friends, it is a stolen ending to the most fantastic of stories, not just a first touch, hugs or kisses in 5 years but one that we absolutely smashed our precious record of money spent just to welcome her and finally get my chance to propose to her once and for all. 
• I didn't know, I lost her a long time ago, she saw me as her best friend, but I saw more, and I thought she felt the same since we grew up together and we understood each other perfectly, I didn't seize my opportunity, and the love I thought was mine was given to someone else damn if only I could rewind time, if only I could be given another chance I'd have made her mine.... 
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• Morals...... 
• If you have to act on something now, better do it right away don't assume like me and fall a victim of your own inability to act in time, nothing in life is a given, you've got to work for it?
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